They went war with each other and am caught in the middle.
Please tell them to stop. I can’t go there and stop them. I wish I could but i’m stuck here… I’m not going there til’ the 2nd week of September.
I won’t leave the school til’ that time.
I’m stuck.
He called me a hotheaded hottie… again! Think of it! made me feel stupid. but, anyway, liked the hottie thing [smiles]. Still hurts a bit when he mentioned her but am copin’ up.
FACT: He never became mine. We never knew each other… so whydda heck am I actin’ up?! [dfense! dfense!]
Ok, its unfair… I admit. He should have been gone… never should have came back. Yeah, it hurts…like hell.*sobs*
So, what is it really?! What’s the main thought?! Is it the fact that he never was mine?!
I never had him..[yeah right!These line always rang in my ears. Wish i did.]
Well, I think it would be okay this way. I don’t have any other options to choose from. I’m glad he’s there… for me.
Yeah, I could always be his hotheaded hottie… but he’d never be mine…actually.
well, not actually hell cuz’ i haven’t been in it [literally]..
But yeah, it sure does feel cOld. Am afraid am not that warm-blooded as before… must be bcuz of d bruises and d pains. but am copin’… hopin… wishin’
dat sumday, i cud get thru ds stuff & show ‘im–i got much more than wat i bargained for. It’s never his game cuz’ he can’t dare to play it…
—with me.
He thinks he’d never let me win. Well, FACT: even if I did not.I never lost anything… He can do whadda’ heck he could to make me lose…but i just don’t…Instead, he ends up losing sumthin’ important…
-He Lost Me.
I killed him.
Left him lying half-dead…
He wished
I’d never come back,
but I did.
He told me
to leave him alone.
He said,
it just wasn’t worth the pain.
I understood.
I won’t care like before.
I won’t be back anymore.
I left him.
It didn’t matter,
cuz’ he didn’t need me now or forever.
