December 2nd, 2008
Thoughts
Posted by twai in chuvanesses
What was I thinking?
I’ve never wished for this. I mean, I could have been something else but a teacher. 3 years in college haven’t taught me enough. I kept staring at the yellowing manila paper thinking about the decisions I made. It’s probably too late to shift now. If I do it, where would I end up? I’ve never really had plans… big plans… I just wanted to see the world, sleep outside a cottage by the bay, watch fireflies in the evening, count stars…
I’m a dreamer and I admit that. Teaching? Well, I hope it’s really for me. I just can’t waste 3 years of tuition fee and school expenses just because I want to quit. But, I’m tired… Probably, I’d just go back to sleep. Then probably, I’d have big dreams after.
