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Part, pang-last years n n2 ni…

good luck sa chemotherapy.

This one’s for you…

“Jaded (These Years)”

There’s a time and place, for everything.
There’s a reason why, certain people meet.
There’s a destination, for everyone.
What’s the explanation, when we’re done?

All the summer nights spent wondering;
So many questions asked, but no one’s answering.
Would it be okay if I left today?
Took my chances on what you said was wrong?

I’m jaded, stupid, and and reckles.
Not sorry, and I’ll never regret.
These years spent, so faded and reckless.
Not sorry, and I’ll never regret these years.
I’ll never regret these years.

Now here i sit, so far away.
Remembering all our memories.
Its times like these that I miss you most,
Remembering when we were so close.

I’m jaded, stupid, and and reckles.
Not sorry, we’ll never regret.
These years spent, so faded and reckless.
Not sorry, and I’ll never regret these years.

We’ll never forget the places we’ve been, you and i.
Our lives are slipping away.
Don’t want to let time pass us by, byyyyyyy…

I’m jaded, stupid, and and reckles.
Not sorry, and I’ll never regret.
These years….
…spent, so faded and reckless,
Not sorry, and I’ll never regret…
I’m jaded, stupid, and and reckles.
Not sorry, and I’ll never regret these years.

ooops, Jaded diay.. haha!

miss you part!

I’m broke. I don’t have a boyfriend. I’m not doing good at school. I wake up late. I miss breakfast most of the time. I spend the whole morning curled in my bed. It feels like I’m going nowhere.

I want to quit. I want to think that this is all just a big bad joke that I just have to accept. The thing is… it’s real. It’s happening to me.

Sometimes, I wonder what happened to those “forevers” that they promised me. Can’t they see how much I’m hurting now? They have no idea… they don’t even care.

Right now, I think that this has got to stop. I’ll try to forget that this ever happened and I’m going to make myself happy from now on. This would be hard, but I’d try.

the way you love me…

ooh…

strong and wild, slow and easy…

heart and soul… so completely..

i love the way you love me.