May 7th, 2009
normal things
Posted by twai in Uncategorized
I’m broke. I don’t have a boyfriend. I’m not doing good at school. I wake up late. I miss breakfast most of the time. I spend the whole morning curled in my bed. It feels like I’m going nowhere.
I want to quit. I want to think that this is all just a big bad joke that I just have to accept. The thing is… it’s real. It’s happening to me.
Sometimes, I wonder what happened to those “forevers” that they promised me. Can’t they see how much I’m hurting now? They have no idea… they don’t even care.
Right now, I think that this has got to stop. I’ll try to forget that this ever happened and I’m going to make myself happy from now on. This would be hard, but I’d try.
